QYC + School = HEADACHE!

QYC was probably one of the highlights of the holidays. We found out just how incompetant (can't spell) we are without Jesus just from one chapter. However learning is always benefitial in some way. Even at home, just thinking about the stuff and trying not to be evil person was hard enough. Stuff just flies through your mind all the time. Then you try to suppress it, but all you do is have it in the background while trying to distract yourself with thoughts of hotness and ice cream. Enter the school element. Although during the talks at QYC, there was always thinking of, "Ooooo, better not be angry at this person at school, Ooooooo better keep my eyes focused at school, Oooooo don't think about what your seeing," it was still impossible during school. Just thinking about the last 2 school days can be depressing.

Still not to make things worse, I still like the person from last year even after convincing that God doesn't want me to go down that path. Also she just happens to be in 2 of my classes, which is also meaning that I see her everyday. Still things are worse cause it seems everytime I look at her, shes looking back... maybe just being a little silly/ arrogant/ too concentrating on little things. All it does is make one think that they want something too... which is bad enough. Not to mention that someone (acutally several people) that I not particaulary fond of just happens to be in 4 of my classes (only one of them has that) which means he is in every class of mine on Wednesdays. Not that I hate him, but he isn't the nicest people in school (punching/ pushing people for a not good reason (even to non-Christian people)).

What else was there? Oh yeah, year 11... Everyone is already going, "Have to change subject, I don't get what they are talking about, It's too hard". They aren't the academic type but it will catch up to other people. The teachers so far are pretty good (unsure about Chem though). Oh and it was hard not to have a judgement about the Chem teacher after SOMEBODY told me she didn't know what she was doing... but she seems ok.... I'll finish this later... SOMEBODY is back and the internet will not be accessable. Well its been like 2 days from when the last sentence was written... and two days is a long time to think about what else to write.

Well its been the end of on week and stuff is holding together in an ok way... always can be better as usual. It always good to know that God won't give anyone anything they can't handle.