Revertigo

Revertigo! If anyone who reads this blog actually watched How I Met Your Mother, they would know what I'm talking about. However this is not a post on what it is... I for some reason just thought that it may suit ... what is to come (although I realised I do have my own little revertigo thing... which was witnessed by some... and no doubt looks kinda stupid or odd).

After reading something that I really should be reading earlier, I realised that something I used to have was so ridiculously close to perfect it isn't funny and unfortunately at the time I'm pretty sure I didn't notice it because I was too busy thinking about how hard it was. And now that I've noticed it, I'm afraid that it will never ever happen again because so far now all I see is the stupid version of it that doesn't really get anywhere.

Since I was a main player of ruining it, I'll probably blame myself for an indefinate amount of time... because I suck at forgiving myself and I can't let things go. (like Jack in Lost! I love TV references :D)

The last bit is an attempt to make it more like how I should be posting, but since I know people read, I hold back... so the last bit is the unholding of the holding back... if people didn't read I wouldn't need to be vague about what I say... even though you'll probably guess something and eventually you'll all get it right and just stare blankly... and look at other people's blogs... like now... or now...

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Do it now.